Have you met her? She is so absorbed with her struggling mind, that she over analyzes every single conceptual thought that forms within her mental depths. This isn’t an ordinary girl, but an extraordinary one.
This is a woman who does not act upon fear. Fear is inconceivable; fear is an emotion she does not fully understand. She doesn’t stop at the confrontation of fear, she only pushes stubbornly forward. It’s the only move she knows she has, because for her, going backwards is never an option. And she refuses to stand still.
Sleepless her mind is. While there are those whom drift to dream upon the cast of night, she is playing her dreams with full conscious action. She refuses to settle for the mediocre. She knows she’s more than that because she has seen it in her dreams. She has felt it in her heart and believes it to her core.
Everything is in detail, for she has no use for the vague. And every curvature of the detail is studied with the up most intensity. She is an architect, attempting to create a flawless world. An imperfect perfectionist she cannot stand mistakes. She must rectify everything that she feels has gone wrong. She must determine why things went wrong to begin with. And she must prevent things from ever going wrong again.
Failure is not something she handles well. In fact, as strong as she can be, failing can bring forth the tears and drop her to her quivering knees. Yet this is a woman who knows no quit.
To her challengers on the outside she may appear over competitive. While this is true, what is often mistaken is who she is in competition with. She does not compete with outside minds. She is in constant competition with herself, attempting to always be a better version than she was yesterday.
Her ultimate realization is that she has flaws. The downfall though is that she doesn’t believe a flawed mind can be a beautiful mind. She does so much to make sure every faculty is in order. This very nature creates the flaw she so urgently tries to fix.
Tucked away in solitude is where she truly feels home. Her touch of creativity is near limitless. The spark of inspiration may come from anything, as she is always analyzing every event. Simplicity quickly becomes the complicated. What looks to be a quilt, may be an entire story of life and death. The leaves of a tree, the soft white of the snow and the taste of the bitter winter air, can all inspire her mind to action. Everything has a story to tell and she listens very well.
One of the most complicated aspects for her is that of love. As said before she is flawed. Often her most flawed concept is her interpretation of love. She wants to be accepted, understood and cherished. Yet she doesn’t trust to put those words into the hearts of others easily.
This is a woman who hates to lose things. She may have lost a previous love or had been betrayed in the past. Like a teenager with a crush she has trouble letting go. So she holds onto what once was. Irrationally cherishing the thoughts of what will never be. She tells herself she cannot lose what she doesn’t have, therefore making falling in love an ever more difficult task.
This is unfortunate. Because when someone does come to offer her what she may be seeking, she is hesitant. It is with great sadness that good things often slip by, only to become regret and self-pity later down the road.
By default she is introverted. Although when surrounded by things she truly cares about, she can become quite extroverted. She absolutely loves to share her philosophies, ideals and passions with others. She may have a hard time finding intimate relationships, but she has no issues with developing friendships, especially if those friends share similar ideologies and hobbies.
Intelligent, intense, passionate, fearless, flawed, hesitant, creative, inspired and complicated, these are the qualities that make up this extraordinary person. This is a person worth chasing, a person worth having. Her mind makes up an exceptionally wonderful partner.
She is desperately trying to put together her views of the world. She’s trying to engineer her purpose, construct her identity and understand her motives. She is passionate about remaining true to her values. She’s fighting to remain free of the negativity of the world. While at the same time she’s fighting to free the positivity that is locked up.
This is a woman who may come to be intimidating to most. She’s dangerous with her convictions and knows ultimately what she wants. But to the worthy they will always see her as she really is, a gorgeous human being with a beautiful mind…
“It wasn’t when I first set my eyes upon her, nor was it when I touched her soft lips with mine, but when I sat and listened to the words that escaped her. It was then that I saw the true beauty that lay within.”
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